haiz... i really sux! so disappointed with myself.... i did really very badly, i don't know what to do? So messed Up! so confused, i really don't know how to explain to myself! how to do better?? i know but i don't understand why i am not changing?? i really must buck up! i want to be one of the best! cause that's my dream... MUST! WORk! 4 IT! my dream, as i think, i began to hope for things, but falling back to my result, i really start doubting myself... can i do it? will i make it or am i just thinking too far?? then there are times when i really gave in to lazyness.... then also i tend to give up more easily, i have make improvement in some but then i still give up... i want to make myself better... i want to have my goal acomplished! i MUST!! that's it bah... i am still thinking about it... but it is really a mess... when will i clean that mess? cause there seems to be no end to the mess... i hope that there will be a way to clean it up fast... cause i really have things to do...
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SUSAN
TP[HTM], MOELC[JAPANESE], SRJC, PHS, JPS, TPS ORANGEYellow lover
YEating
CANOE-POLO is my new interest :D Japanese is fun, Hope French will be even more fun.
I want to travel around the world and say HI in as many langauges as possible.
Before I grew up I saw you on a cloud
I could bless myself in your name
and patch you on my wings
"Life is hard and so is love, child, believe in all these things"