As i open my e-mail box today to find my good friend in primary school. She has found me on friendster. See the miricals friendster can perform. haha. I also found another friend from JPS. Whom i have no clue about her real i dentity cause she hides in behind a cartoon. No matter what I am glad to find dear WeiLing from TPS. She has went on to Springfield same as my brother. I really miss her now that i found her. She is currently in RJC or SAJC, either one, i didn't really understand what she is saying on her profile. Which actually makes me sad.
To think about this matter is so painful. I can't help it sadness sets in. I didn't want to be sad about finding a good friend of mine. But thinking about my achievements compared to her made me sad. What have i achive so far? Actually a lot but none is recognise since i made the biggest blunder in this lifetime. I mean i really wasted my time. I was doing so well. But all came crashing down in a month. Now i got to endure for a long time to come. This makes me reconsider about the path i want to take on. Should i waste one more year just to do the things i want or just take the shorter routh. I have to give more thoughts about this matter. I realise that i got to be more realistic. I really don;t want to waste more time.
/at the moment: feeling down.
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SUSAN
TP[HTM], MOELC[JAPANESE], SRJC, PHS, JPS, TPS ORANGEYellow lover
YEating
CANOE-POLO is my new interest :D Japanese is fun, Hope French will be even more fun.
I want to travel around the world and say HI in as many langauges as possible.
Before I grew up I saw you on a cloud
I could bless myself in your name
and patch you on my wings
"Life is hard and so is love, child, believe in all these things"